Mingwaiy's Diaries.

9th May

2011-05-09T16:38:00.001+08:00

Hey Hey!
Guess what ?
I bought a Hibird from Aw Yong at Queensbay yesterday.
Let me show you this cute little Hibird. :)

Photographs of my Hibird.

Cute right ?
Guess how much is the price ?
You would not believe that this little
Hibird cost RM30.50.
Original price is RM33.90.
But the worker very kind ,
He give me RM30.50. =D

1st May

2011-05-01T06:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went to Queensbay .
Of course I went to Aw Yong again.
Oh my god. So many new stocks came .
I saw Vongola Rings and KHR Figures.
Aiks . I want ! But It's so expensive.
Some more I saw a small Hibird .
Hibird you are so gonna be mine .
I shall get you before anyone gets it .
RM 30plus. Oh my god ,
So expensive for a small Hibird.
But I shall get it . It's way too cute.
Wait for me <3

Bought Kimi Ni Todoke Season1 & 2 Original DVDs.
I asked my mom to buy for me .
And I don't use computer until exam finishes .
So I'm not gonna be active until exam finishes .

29th April

2011-04-29T10:38:00.004+08:00

Hey guys .

These days I had been watching anime shows .

Sorry for not updating the blog .

Just finish watching Naruto Shippuuden Movie 4 .

Oh my god . It's a very nice and awesome movie .

Minato is so handsome , cool and awesome . <3

Lost Tower

Go and enjoy this awesome movie yeah.

I'll bet that you guys will say nice .

But I can't guarantee either .

Because everyone has their own taste.

Well I like anime characters such as

Naruto , Minato , Tsuna , Hibari , Sasuke for the most until now.

They are just too Awesome , Handsome , Hot , Cute , Nice and Cool !

Woohoo ! I just love them too much ! <3

13th Arpil

2011-04-13T11:11:00.000+08:00

I finally find out what number represent the characters of KHR .
27 - Tsuna
18 - Hibari
69 - Mukuro
96 - Chrome
59 - Gokudera
80 - Yamamoto
D - Dino
R - Reborn

12th April

2011-04-12T10:59:00.000+08:00

I saw a lot cute pictures of Katekyou Hitman Reborn!
It's so cute and cool .
My mood was so good after seeing those.
I'm feeling hyper-active right now.
Seriously I'm a anime freak.
I really wished that i have a buddy
That I could share these with.
I used to have .
But now I don't .
I really wish I could have it again.

10th April (2)

2011-04-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

I went to Queensbay just now.
Of course I went to Aw Yong Bookstore as always.
I bought a Katekyou Hitman Reborn poster again .
I ask my mom to buy me some keychain
As reward for getting A in exam.
Guess what Keychain is that ?
It's HIBARI . Ohmygod. It's the last one .
I felt so lucky that I actually bought it.

Look at it ! It's awesome right ?
By the way , It's edited to purple-ish.

10th April

2011-04-10T13:57:00.000+08:00

I just created another blog ,
The link is http://watashi-no-sekaiii.blogspot.com
The link is not much different from this bloglink.
It just got an extra " i " at the "sekaii" .
Please visit there if you wanted .

9th April

2011-04-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

I'm madly in love with you right now .
If you break up ,
Please be friends with me , kay ?
I'm waiting for that moment.
I will wait , no matter how long it takes.
I really miss your huggies .
I really miss those happy moments .
I really want to have them again .
Please forgive my selfishness .
But if it isn't happening ,
It would be okay .
Because I'm not the one
That is making the decision.

8th April

2011-04-08T11:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry that I said I hate you.
Please forget all those things.
I still think you as a friend
No matter what . One day ,
If you decide to be back friends with me ,
I'm okay with it .
If you don't want ,
I'm okay with it too .
Because it's your decision.
I'm not going to interrupt your decision .
I'll be waiting for your answer.
Because I fallen for you last time .
- Don't mistaken . I'm not talking about cyw . -

Recently , I miss my primary school friends .
Especially the boys . Most of the girls
Is in the same school as me right now.
So there isn't anything to miss about.
My birthday is coming after the mid-year exam.
I wonder I should invite who.
My friends ? My seniors ? My primary friends ?
It's hard to decide.
But I never celebrate my birthday with my seniors.
I had celebrate with my friends and primary friends before .
What a pain in the ass.

5th April

2011-04-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

Skipped school today.
These days I'm in my normal life.
Freedom and no worries.
Was so happy .
I'm back to it because of anime.
I'm insane when it goes to anime.
So ignore it when it happens.

Finally I finished watching Katekyou Hitman Reborn! (KHR)
I was so happy .
Now I get to go on and watch other anime.
Was actually quite tired of watching KHR .
But KHR is a nice anime.
Just quite tired because I keep on watching it .
It's not like it only has 12 episodes.
It has 203 episodes.
You would be quite tired if you watch it .

Just finished watching Junjou Romantica.
It's a BL anime. No offence .
Kimi Ni Todoke 2nd Season too.
It's was my favourite anime.
It's so touching that I cried when I watched the sad scenario.
Love it. Although it's art doesn't seems nice .
I'm gonna watch Lovely Complex next.
I randomly feeling wanted to watch it.
I hope it's nice.

1st April

2011-04-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

I was fooled twice today.
Because It's April Fool.
I did not fooled anyone because
I think that what I said would be lame.
And sweat.

- I'm not a bitch.
And I don't like that word.
I prefer you scold me other words than bitch.
Or just fuck you. o0o -

30th March

2011-03-30T10:11:00.000+08:00

Justin Bieber's songs are nice.
I'm obsessed with them since long time ago .
Until now.
But most of my friends Anti-Justin Bieber.
So I never talk bout i love his songs.
Just have to keep quite.
But I ain't insane for Justin Bieber.
No feels. I ain't insulting Justin Bieber.
So don't misunderstanding. ;D

29th March

2011-03-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today cough until my tears leak out ,

When I was on the field for rumah sukan.

It was painful because I feel like vomiting.

But after awhile recover bit ,

Then suddenly went hyper-active and bully my friends.

Some more I saw voodoo. -___-

What the hell. Her hair looks so ..

Don't wanna talk bout these anymore.

After rumah , I just walked out from school

To Tea Boutique then go to OneStop by walking.

No guard there , Poor security.

I don't feel well for the whole day .

But I refuse to go home because i wanted to know my results.

I failed my Sejarah , Geografi and Kemahiran Hidup.

I actually pass my Chinese.

I got the highest mark for BM in my class.

But that mark sucks because 2 more marks to 70.

Whatever ! GET A PASS WOULD BE GOOD ENOUGH.

Ohmygod . Spending the whole day with my dear friends ,

They are so cute that I can't even stop looking at them for a minute.

I think I was addicted to the happiness they gave me.

Not like some fake happiness .

Or a fake , fragile friendship that doesn't even last for 3 months.

Whatever. I just wanna forget these.

I know all the things I said was lame.

Just ignore it and admit it girl.

24th March

2011-03-24T08:44:00.000+08:00

Was busy studying for exam these days.
I have nothing to post about either.
Wish my results can be the results that my mom would let me out.
God Bless Me.

Reborn posters and DVDs. Prepare yourselves.
I'm gonna get you after my exam. <3
Ohmygod.
I'm Going insane for Tsunayoshi Sawada and Hibari Kyoya right now. <3

20th March (2)

2011-03-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

Right now , I still not in mood .
But I'm sure that I will be hyper-active after this exam.
Trust me.
Right now , I'm not in mood because of the exam .
Dont misunderstanding .
Faster end this fucking exam.
I wanna be in hyper-active mode. D;

20th March

2011-03-20T07:40:00.001+08:00

My hair and pillow was soaked.
My hair doesn't matters.
Just that I feel that my pillow just keeps on soaking .
And it's always the same one.
It started to go soaked since I was preparing to go to bed.
No one realized , It was a good thing anyways.

Although I'm not doing that anymore right now ,
But I'm still not having the mood right now.
You would see me being cheerful , happy almost all the times,
But It's just a fake. You can hardly see a true smile .
It's just like I'm forcing myself to do these.
Every time i would just keeps on saying that I'm alright ,
The truth is I'm not really alright .
I just keep saying I'm alright ,
Because I don't want anyone to worry about me.
I feel pathetic if there was someone that keeps on worrying about me.

It's true that I'm in a good life with my family.
But I have a tough life besides my family.
So stop saying that I'm a child in a happiness life.
I'm just in a loneliness , darkness life that is full of hatred.

19th March

2011-03-19T21:44:00.002+08:00

These days my tears keeps on dropping , Because of you.
Everyday you would say the things that hurt me.
You never realise those words you said would hurt me badly .
You never realise that i was crying , depressing everyday .
You never realise that i was in some sort of jealousy sometimes.
Ever Since this year , I don't have a day without depressing and sadness.

You make me depressed everyday ,
You make me cried almost every single night .
Please stop this already , my tears are limited kay .
Blood would be replaced for my tears when they're finished .

I really prefer being single than being in a relationship with someone.
Because i was hurt once in the past. This will be the second .
Leave me alone already.
Love can be a game for you , but my heart isn't a toy.
When you break it , it will never be recover back by you.
I'll find someone else to repair this broken heart.

18th March

2011-03-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

I can't accept all these truth .
I can't believe it also.
I'm always feeling being toyed around.
Teasing around and stuff.
Do you ever think of my feelings ?
Do you know that these gave me a heartbreak ?
Do you ever think what will happen to me after knowing the truth ?
THIS SUCKS. I HAD ENOUGH ALREADY .
I QUIT.

18th March

2011-03-18T09:12:00.001+08:00

I hope there was a Delete button ,
That could delete the pain ,
That could delete the memories ,
That could delete the truth ,
That could delete this reality ,
That could delete this person ,
That could delete anything i wanted .
I wonder is this button actually exist in this world ?
Who knows . Maybe there is , Maybe there isn't .

17th March

2011-03-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

Love is just a game .
You can just quit it anytime you wanted ,
You can replay it anytime you wanted ,
You can change it anytime you wanted too.
Learned this yesterday.

16th March

2011-03-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today was a very enjoyable day ,
Thankyou for spending time with me ,
And thanks for letting me read the books ,
And the past year exam papers ,
I learned quite lot of things today.
Although you didn't teach me anything ,
But having a nap in my room. :P
Whatever you did today is great ,
That's all I wanna say.

Bought a freaking awesome poster at Queensbay just now ,
Although it's freaking expensive.
But It's worth to bought it.
Since I Love it so much .

Somehow something bad happen after
You went home . Feeling bad for that poodle.
I wonder how is it right now.
I hope it's alright.
Ahh. I feel sympathise for it.

By The Way , I miss you so much right now. <3

14th March

2011-03-14T11:48:00.001+08:00

Being single is the best .
Because you don't have to get hurt by anyone .
Being in a relationship is quite suffering ,
Especially when you think that she was ignoring you ,
And being apart from each others for a few days , more .
You'll get jealous easily if she was with another person.
A lot of tears would be lost too.
It's really hard to endure it.
This hurts.

Love is blind , deft and it's emotionless ,
So they don't even know they're hurting us all this time.
Your heart is just like a pacman that dies immediately ,
Just admit it.

11th March (2)

2011-03-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

No one will ever know my feelings ,
No one will ever know what i'm thinking ,
No one will ever know what happen to me ,

No one will ever know the truth about me ,

No one will ever know what i'm going to do next ,
No one will ever know what i really wanted to say ,
No one will ever know what i'm doing right now ,
No one will ever know what hurts me the most ,
No one will ever know what i love the most ,
No one will ever know what i hate the most ,
No one will ever knows about me.

11th March

2011-03-11T10:44:00.000+08:00

We must stay strong ,
When we're facing a serious problem .
We must not hide from it or running away from it ,
Because nothing is gonna change by doing that .
I know that facing the truth is gonna hurt a lot.
But we still have to face it . No matter what .
It's real that hiding our emotions ,
Can make us feel more depress.
Just like she said.

Do you think that fate can be change ?
To me , It can if we work hard for it.
Do you think that miracles exist ?
To me , there are sometimes .
Of course , miracles appears once in awhile ,
And not always.
Do you think that our life can be change ?
To me , it can be change if we work hard for it too,
And not just praying for God or something else.
God can't change our lifes.

That's all i wanted to say .

8th March (2)

2011-03-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

Although

I'm feeling lonely , I'm feeling sad ,

I'm feeling down , I'm feeling being hurt .

But I have to try to get out of them ,

Because I have you . <3

8th March

2011-03-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

Although a lot people talking mean stuff about you ,
But I'll stay by your side until the very end .
You may not look beautiful to other people ,
But you're beautiful to me .
You may look scary to other people ,
But you're not scary to me.
You may not look cute to other people ,
But you're cute to me.
You may feel not perfect ,
But you're perfect to me.

7th March

2011-03-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

Please hold my hand and never let go.

Please hug me tightly and never let go.

Please let me have fun and never let it end.

Please share your thoughts with me.

Please stop depressing.

Because if you're depress , I am too.

5th March

2011-03-05T15:03:00.002+08:00

I'm in a depressing mood right now ,
I feel that I'm useless ,
I feel that I'm a weakling ,
I feel that I'm loveless ,
I feel that I'm a troublesome ,
I feel that I'm a worrysome ,
I feel that I'm a piece of thrash ..
I sucks.
That's all I know ...

4th March (2)

2011-03-04T22:13:00.001+08:00

If you want to be with me ,
Please don't tell lies to me ,
Please don't leave me alone ,
Please don't make me sad ,
Please don't hurt me ,
Please don't dump me.
Because I was seriously accepted that request ,
For being in a relationship with someone ,
That I loved so much than loving my family.
I don't want to being hurt once again ...
But the main thing is ,
I just don't want to break our friendships.
You could do anything to me anytime ,
Just don't do anything that would break our friendships.
That's all.

4th March

2011-03-04T22:01:00.001+08:00

Don't mess with me just because of a tiny problem ,
Don't play jokes with me when i'm mad ,
Don't tell lies to me that you think you could trick me ,
Don't cheer me up when i'm crying ...
Because that would just hurt me more.

I'll Be There No Matter what. :D

2011-03-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

When you're sad , I'll be there to cheer you up.
When you're angry , I'll be there to chill you down.
When you're troubled , I'll be there to help you out.
When you're bored , I'll be there to chat with you.
When you're happy , I'll be there to make you happier .
I'll Be There No Matter What. <3

25th February

2011-02-25T11:01:00.001+08:00

My body feels weak and no energy right now ,
So I'm not going to school today .
Somemore my throat is itchy and bit pain too .
I feel that I'm going to get sick or something soon.
Ahhh. Hope I doesn't get any serious diseases ,
Like AIDS or something else.
God Bless Me.

Right now , I'm so crazy for Tsuna
Especially when he's in Hyper Dying Will Mode.
He's so awesome and cool.
Love at First Sight. <3

24th Feb

2011-02-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

Blog Updated again. :3
This time is Katekyo Hitman Reborn. ;)
Love at First Sight for Sawada Tsunayoshi. xDD

I'm not regret.

2011-02-22T22:01:00.001+08:00

I'm not regret meeting you ,
I'm not regret being friends with you ,
I'm not regret knowing you ,
I'm not regret being sisters with you ,
I'm not regret liking you as my sister ,
I'm not regret wasting time with you ,
I'm not regret being a bad girl because of you ,
I'm not regret anything that you did to me .
Because everything I need is you. ♥

21th feb

2011-02-21T21:05:00.001+08:00

Please don't love me too much ,
Because you'll just end up hurting yourself .
I'm not worth to be loved .
Because my feelings for you all won't last .
To me ,
Friendships will last forever ,
But love won't last forever .

I know that I'm not responsible ,
I'm not responsible For
The ones that drop their tears ,
That waste time on me ,
And hurt because of me .
And I know that sorry is not enough ,
So I don't care about it anymore.
Because there is nothing else I can say.
I didn't did anything wrong ,
I just give it all up without a clear reason.

Emo..

2011-02-13T06:47:00.003+08:00

我现在觉得我在这一个世界，
已经没了存在感，
没有一个会了解我的人，
没有一个关心我的人，
我觉得我现在都一无所有了。

如果我每一天都要这样下去，
我宁愿去死，
因为这个感受太难受了。。
但是，我也觉得我想太多了吧。。

It hurts

2011-02-12T21:56:00.001+08:00

This world is actually nothing but darkness.
I'm just like the sky .
It's bright and It'll be back to dark.
Just like a person ,
That was so happy for a moment ,
And Some people came to mess my fucking life up.
Now you messed my life ,
What are you going to mess up next ?

When i was excited for 14th and 15th of February ,
Then you came and mess up ,
Now you not just make me moody ,
You don't let me go to Pantai Kerachut either.
What the hell was that about?!
You said that you let me go ,
Now you say you wants to follow me . - -"
Do you know that this is irritating me or not ?!
Do you feel safe that someone is following you ,
No matter where you go ?
After you said that you are going to follow me ,
I'm totally speechless about it .

By the way ,

Please stop misunderstanding me ,

If you don't know about me ,

Stop scolding me with all those nonsense.

You know it hurts or not ?

You let me cried for 3 hours.

Now my eye could hardly open wide.

It's hurting now. - -

I know that I have a rotten attitude.
I know that I am a ungrateful child.
I know that my results is bad too.
I know that I love my friends more than I love the family ,
I know that I am the most troublesome child in this family ,
But I don't think you as a driver or a slave of mine ,
And I am not a slave of yours.

The decision is mine and it's not yours.
I cannot do what you call me to do those things that I don't want to.
I'm not born to obey everything you called me to.
Something has to be get by my own decisions with my own hand.
To be friends with someone has to be my own decisions too.
You cannot call me be friend with some person I don't like right ?
Just like I love to be with my sister , YanWei.
I don't care whether she was a student that was in a blacklist or anything.
If she has a good heart , That's fine enough.
Please don't judge a person by it's looks .
As well as LayEng ,
She has a good heart too.

So please..
Leave me alone..
Don't mess my life again..

Cny is ending.

2011-02-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is ending.

It's time to pack our holiday moods.

Time doesn't stop ,

It just keeps on going ,

Keeps on going....

It'll never ends...

Time flies.

2011-02-05T11:03:00.001+08:00

Time really flies.
Just a moment ago, I feel that it was just Wednesday,
But today , It's Saturday..
Somemore it's the 5th February.
Which is the day that EggEgg called me out.
Aduh .. I'm growing mushroom already larhh. :((
Everyday go out with family niaa.
Want Go out with friends ,
My mom don't allow me to.
WTF. My sisters wants to go out boleh larh..
My big sister's results good than me larh i know.. - -"
No offence to it.~ BUT ..
My little sister's UPSR results worst than me,
But why she get to go out.!?
Then why me cant go out lerhh ?! Ish..
Take my results come and shoot me.. - -"

This year's Chinese New Year's Holiday is really Short.. :((
Every year we had almost 6 days or something ,
To Celebrate Chinese New Year ,
But This Year ... It's Only 4 days.

Damnn it. DD:
How could you do this to us ,
You damn Gourvenment..
We know you're not Chinese ,
But you have to be fair to us right ?
This is damn not FAIR to us. - -"

Comforting..

2011-01-31T08:50:00.000+08:00

Comforting myself by listening to musics..
But It just works only a bit..
My Life Sucks Without you two. TT

Stupid Mom.

2011-01-31T08:01:00.003+08:00

What The Hell.!
I just woke up like 8 minutes ago.
Then go brush teeth or whatever.
Sit in front of the computer didn't 5 mins.
Mom come out from the room.
Then keep say all NEGATIVE Things about me.
Say me , ' Everyday you wake up so early is just because
you wanna play computer right ? Get to sleep , Don't want to sleep , ETC '

WHAT THE FUCK ?!
Am I So NEGATIVE until you say me like that ?!

Go hell !! -.-"

You know once I wake up I couldn't sleep already.
Still call me go back sleep !
I'm not like you larh !
Want sleep can sleep.
I'm not a sleeping PIG or what , OKAY ?!
I Tell You , I won't sleep pass 8 hours everyday !
Yesterday I somemore sleep so early already.
Wake up on a time like this doesn't call EARLY right !?
ISH.

I don't know why I do everything must have permission from you!
I put nail polish also need permission from you.
Want to go school earlier also need to give reasons.
Somemore you call me , I say What ...
You scold me and say , ' Next time I call you , Don't say What again. '
HELLOOO.~
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I AM ?!
A MAID ? A 5 YEARS OLD KID ? A SLAVE ?
If you think so , then say so larh! - -

Arghhh ! You mad also or what ,
Also don't once all Shoot at me or whatever larh !
My big sister so early wake up watch TV can larh?!
I play COMPUTER cannot larh !?
So mad right now !
SCREW YOU !
Haven't CNY already got scolded and got so many problems already...

Feeling like want to die right now.!
Moody niaa. :((
But crying doesn't solves anything..
Really Need someone to comfort ..
But It was holiday and I was forbidden to go out..
Duh. Suffering for being the second.
Always got ignored and everything mostly blame on me.
Just because my parents got NEGATIVE thinking about me.
Rather go die from suffering..

If this world is without you. :(

2011-01-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

If this world is without you now ,

I would be bored this year.
I would be lonely this year.
I wouldn't have fun without you.
I wouldn't learn so much things from you.
I wouldn't have so much things with you.

Because You're My New Best Friend and My Closest Friend. :)
So Please Don't Leave Me Until The Very End. :)
Because I Love You. :)

New year New Blog :D

2011-01-23T13:29:00.000+08:00

Hello all. :))
I deleted all my old posts and whatevarrr.
Starting a new bloggiee. :DD
This is the first post in 2011. ;D